Tested faith

Good evening everyone. I really haven't blogged on this blog except for maybe once, when I started it almost three years ago.

I have been going through what I would consider tested faith, exactly what my title is and the name of my blog is faith and feelings. I have had neck surgery in the past almost three months and am still recovering from that, dealing with gut/digestive issues and still fighting. Let me tell you, my faith has been tested. I have had no problem praying and speaking to God about my worries, problems and so on, however, I'm having the problem of once I give it to God, of why I turn around and pick it back up and continue on with it?

Has anybody had that problem? I'll end here for tonight but saying, prayers are needed for me and mine tonight and I'll have everybody else in my prayers tonight. Blessings to a good night's sleep for all.